Friday, August 25, 2006!
HandWritten on; 12:03 AM
I LOVE THE NANYANG MODERN DANCE <3

NYMD SEC FOURS 2006 <3 <3 <3 !

WE'RE ALL GOING TO MISS MISS YEO TOO ):

MY DEAR DEAR SEC TWO JUNIORS! singing that song which got me crying ): still,much love.you guys are wonderful.

thankyou secones for your gifts and "presentation" though you guys barely know us(:

love darling secthrees for the pinkk sashes(: LOVE SEC THREES.for making so much effort.for being our dear sec threes <3

the newly elected nymd president of 2007(: haha she has the looks of a leader right! GO EILEEN!

and ESTELLEEE (olive?) vice president(: GO ESTELLE TOO!

the wonderful
motherly nymd president of 2006. WE LOVE YOUUU SO MUCHHH SHARON <3

sec twos sec fours and SIYU(: NYMD IS LOVEE<3
thursday arrived.
i wish to declare my undying love for each and every modern dancer<3 thanks for the fabulous farewell party today.jellyhearts are love<3 just like all of you guys.it feels amazing,to have walked down the path from a sec one dancer to now sec four,and today bidding an official farewell to the modern dance group which we have all come to love.i hate bidding farewells,they always hurt so muchh.and they are always so damn sad.today,i had to bid farewell to so many of the people i love.those people whom i have grown to love so muchh.i do have a wonderful lot of juniors,and im reallyREALLY grateful for that.i want you all to know that every single time you guys screamed "WE LOVE SEC FOURS!" tears came to my eyes and i wanted to tell each and everyone of you that
i love you too.many thankyous and appreciation to the sec threes.for planning such a fantastic farewell party cum ceremony for us.you guys helped to drew a proper closure for our four years here in nymd.thankyou sec threes for making us feel so important today.thanks for making the effort to make the sashes yourselves,getting glitter all over you,bothering to stay back after school to finish them,thinking up of names to "name" each and everyone of us,getting caterer to bring us food,or simply even bothering about this whole thing when you guys could have watched simply said goodbye with a wave of your hands.you guys are the new seniors of the troupe.and you guys are a strong lot.both in dance and in character.let nymd continue to shine,or shine even brighter than before.you guys have one last year in dance,and time really speeds by.so do treasure the time you have here,no matter how short it is.there probably wont be another group like the modern dancers anymore ): eileen estelle liping siyu vinette chit marianne shirley felicia aileen huzhe heiyi jiayee YOU GUYS CAN DO IT.ALL OF YOU.secfours will always be supporting <3
sec twos!i love your song!when you guys started that song my tears started too.
we love you,you love us.we are happy modern dance.with a great big hug and a kiss from us,wont you say you love us too!YESS I SO LOVE ALL OF YOU.you guys are always so cheery and smiley and happy and seeing you guys never fails to bring a smile to my face(: as you guys were singing the song,i was wondering to myself."i have such cute and wonderful juniors!how can i EVER bear to leave" and yeah.emotions overwhelmed i didnt know tears can flow that fast.if we dont keep in touch we probably wont ever meet again cos when you guys graduate from nanyang we would have graduated from jc too so we MUST keep in touch alright!special thanks to nicole and cheryl for being the precious ones to pass me the dear heart-shaped box of famous amos cookies and the card signed by all of you guys.you two are going to be two persons most deeply missed by me.thanks for constantly brightening up my life with your sweet smile(cheryl) and your constant and unwavering encouragement for me when i feel down(nicole).although you guys are just sec twos,you guys have done alot.and im very certain the cookies dont come cheap too.thanks for thinking we are all worth everything you have done <3
sec ones!thanks for even bothering to give us a farewell gift and getting the whole group together to say farewell sec fours when you guys barely know us.dont think any of you will actually read this,but just in case there are,i just wanted to say.you guys are now part of nymd.let it shine.feel very proud to be a nanyang modern dancer,just like your seniors.jiayou!
today i ate alot and i cried alot ): what a combination.and doing YMCA and fearlessly feminine and tonight and toxic today felt like the old times.it felt so,comforting,so familiar.especially tonight,which the music simply reminds me of dance camp 04.when we were in sec two.its amazing how time flies.
forever and ever a part of nymd.
i want to go back to dance!i want to see the dancers and the juniors.i have been cheating myself.i told myself we will never need to leave nymd.we will never have to.but we just did.i wonder how we are all going to survive the days without dance.when whenever there are breaks after major performances or shows,we'll all groan and complain and demand the next dance practice to come sooner sooner.and now there are not going to be dance for us anymore?i cant imagine life without nanyang modern dance.without my dear dancemates.without my wonderful juniors.ahhhh ): HOWW.
nicole told me to stop being sad by looking forward to tmr.but howww.there's no dance tmr ): life wont feel complete without dance and the dancers.
oh my. i love all of you more than i myself can possibly imagine.
nymd is lovee;